Secret Memoirs Of A Forced Fate

by Act of Creation

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Subject in sight… Await commands… It's 6 o'clock now - my shift is finished I'm on the way back home to Charleen and Mary, my wife. Open up my car and - throwing the bag behind my seat start to drive on as fast as I can. Ignoring that I am observed - observed by men which awaiting further commands, commands - to arrested me I am arrested! abduct me and erase my former life, arbitrary... I cut the corner - and then I startle horribly There stands a big van crosswise on the street Still, try to avoid - brake and swing round my steering wheel try to prevent a bad accident Ignoring that I am observed - observed by men which got their further commands, commands - to arrested me I am arrested ! abduct me and erase my former life, arbitrary... I am arrested !!! Arbitrary !!! After the crash I do not know what's happening. Some men in white, they taking care of my serious injuries. Anaesthetized ! Paralyzed! with damned tranquilizing shots. Medical Overdosed! Can't move any body part! Abducted me…. But what is their plan? I do not understand that we reached their fucking headquarter. In big letters on its top….throned: NGCOL
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Hey Ed , which program should I take? The “One man killing machine” or perhaps the “Neckbreaker” , what do you mean? “I don't know what is the order, go on check the list!” Oh, here it is written, he is a “Soldier Of Hate” !!! They want to give me new instructions Clean my mind and then... My program is total destruction They control my brain and make me insane !!! Soldier Of Hate!!! Soldier Of Hate!!! I don't know what they intend to do with me! My head is fixed here on a stretcher, they bound my hands and my feet. Inject me some fucking fluids to break me - and make me - weak willed! A socket in the back of my skull connected the mainframe. With the help of this computer they try change me into their slave! They want to give me new instructions Clean my mind and then... My program is total destruction They control my brain and make me insane !!! Soldier Of Hate!!! Soldier Of Hate!!! I don't know what they intend to do with me! I don't know – who I am!!! I don't know – where I am!!! In seconds I have learned the martial arts of the whole world! And I should demonstrate my skills in numerous of dubious kills ! I feel the fluids burning - deep into my veins deleted all my memories and thoughts as everything was cleaned - the computer starts his works install their instructions in my mind They control my brain They make me insane!!! The flood of information – from NGCOL threaten to explode my head totally the asian fight art, so much about war, show thousand ways to do the perfect kill. They control my brain!!! They make me insane!!! They control my brain - in seconds I have learned the… They make me insane - martial art of the whole world! They control my brain – And I should demonstrate my skills In numerous …of dubious … ……..……kills !!!..............
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Now a number is my Name - no more „Jordan Flagg“ they manipulated my brain - prepared me for attack.... My order is to kill - in the name of „NGCOL“ this is my reality - I lost my memory I've never seen Atlantic Oceans, blue water or their waves There are no emotions - while seeing the landscape passing under me... Flying over trees, the nature and the sea Cannot realize that's nonfactitious from my fantasy I am on the way to spread their evil seed So that they can reign this world alone!!! Beyond The Archiples … We're more than 1000 men - should kill and fight for them the helicopter start to drive us into pain Acting like a machine – robot without a dream perfectly pre-programmed - our only thought is: kill ! I've never seen Atlantic Oceans, blue water or their waves There are no emotions - at the sight of these landscapes under me... Flying over trees, the nature and the sea Cannot realize that's nonfactitious from my fantasy We are on the way to spread their evil seed So that they can reign this world alone!!! Beyond The Archiples … You should disappear – cause we have no fear… Run!!! You have no choice – follow my advice: Run !!! Run …run…run…run…run…run…run !!! You´d better run !!! There's no escape.
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Bombardment - this is the day where they repent! Destroy them all ! - we're breaking loose “The Final War”. Sorry, it's too late, there's no escape for you ! We're here to execute the final deathblow. A soulless horde of henchmen, comes deep down out of hell, we are responsible for the merciless part ! Hey - how will you die? There's no time to cry, come say goodbye! You are all cannon fodder! You will die on the fields of death! Your weakly efforts of defence, can't withstand our force, forget all hopes here comes the merciless part ! In the midst of this massacre, the extermination's advanced, a bullet chop my head – I feel intensive pain ! Hey - how will we die? There's no time to cry, We say goodbye! We are all cannon fodder! We all die on the fields of death! The fields of death!!! I can not die…..!?! I can not cry! On the fields of……death.
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I awake – deep down in a crater, it hurts everywhere. An open wound – decorated my brow My head is in pain! I stand up – wobbly and trembling Dense fog surrounds me! Where am I? What fucking world is this? Where it has nailed up me there? Please come to me, enter my realm - and be my friend. I'm your real god and I'm your last resort! Welcome my land and seize my hand, my friend. Your soul is mine because - you are fallen! No, you're wrong!!! I'm not your property - surely not your friend! Well, so I'm dead and this is the underworld, where ghosts and shadows rule. He speak to me , the lord of darkness, cannot ignore his whisper in my head: Please come to me, enter my realm - and be my friend. I'm your real god and I'm your last resort! Welcome my land and seize my hand, my friend. Your soul is mine because - you are fallen! No, you're wrong!!! I'm not your property - surely not your friend! I am not your friend!!! Knocking at hell's door. Something calls me back to life - 'cause I don't want to die!!! I am not your property – my soul belongs to me! Don't trust your promises - your words are only lies!!! I don't have much of a choice – that I knock at your door! I am knocking at hell's door!!! Never knocking at hell's ...door.
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Is this a dream or reality So many pictures confusing me Cannot arrange them in order They come and they go but I can't get away A woman in red, lean over my bed Kiss me and wish: “Have a lucky day!“ Caress my head and then she goes away…. A sweet little girl With beautiful hair Embraced me and said: “I'm loving you!“ I try to hold her because: I love her, too. …………..I love her so !!! I do not know from where these Visions come These strange illusions knowing that I'm alone Lurking until the time is right To slam my mind with all ones might. …………..with all ones might ! Those who are died While our fight Extremities of misery Sympathetic emotions - but I feel something more… I see them suffering Can see them bleeding The poor got no chance against our strength They urgent need help - after this clear defeat. ……………I see them bleed!!! I do not know from where these Visions come These strange illusions knowing that I'm alone Lurking until the time is right To slam my mind with all ones might. …………..with all ones might ! Haunted by visions….. Visions haunting me……..
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At last we've found the office of the NGCOL the time is come to implement our plan we form up and take positions for the final storm as the first step I must infiltrate unnoticed then the guardians are switched off and deactivate the precautions I'll open up the side entrance to grant my allies one access Storming your residence - you're lost there inside! We're bringing the evidence - that they aren't worth it to stay alive. You can't save - your soul!!! The heavens doors closed for you!!! Go straight - to hell, there you'll burn very well!!! Step by step we take on the control over your base, all your foes burn on a final meeting with you. We're so hungry to thank you for enslavement but I don't believe that you want our special thanks. We annihilate your army and overthrow you from the throne. The time is right for my revenge! Come realize: "Your last days have come"!!! Storming your residence - you're lost there inside! we're bringing the evidence - that they aren't worth it to stay alive. You can't save - your soul!!! The heavens doors closed for you!!! Go straight - to hell, there you'll burn very well!!! Now you've get what you deserve. We've destroyed your vital nerve. Now you've paid for all your sins. Oppression loses, justice wins ! to conquer the nerve centre
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The sea level rises constantly– earth temperature boost ! Disastrous drought and thunderstorms – caused by the glasshouse effect! Cutting down our green lung – ecological rape motivated by our excessive greed – we continue the looting on and on! Dark clouds obscured the sun The Judgement day will come - Doomsday is near! Must leave this mortal way There's no more time to wait - time is running out The peak of all perversity – is how we handle with – the animals ! they can't resist against our sadistic, selfish, ruthless abuse Look in these faithful eyes there are no tears, no cries - endure all agony ! we breed to slaughter them make fur from their skin - and doubtful experiments ! Humanity: the dumbest lifeform here on earth! No other living thing destroy their biosphere - by itself! No one will hear the nature cry although the signs can't be denied - but we live on in our apathy! Do someone notice that god is numbering our days? - that is the price for your apathy! Don't want to die!!! Never deny!!! The signs of the decline! Do someone notice that god is numbering our days ? - we never win this unequal fight. A new world created by our own! This act of creation kills us all!!! Dark clouds obscured the sun The Judgement day will come - Doomsday is near! Must leave this mortal way There's no more time to wait - cause it is five to twelve! Humanity : the dumbest lifeform here on earth! No other living thing destroy their biosphere - by itself! No one will hear the nature cry although the signs can't be denied Do someone notice that god is numbering our days? Don't want to die!!! Never deny!!! The signs of the decline! Do someone notice that god is numbering our days? - we never win this unequal fight. A new world created by our own! This act of creation kills us all!!!

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released January 26, 2010

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